The social architecture
Telling your partner, navigating the smoking mate, the festival in five months, the dinner-party joint passed your way.
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Telling your partner, navigating the smoking mate, the festival in five months, the dinner-party joint passed your way.
Three weeks into my third attempt, I drove home from a friend's BBQ at 11pm with a pre-roll in my coat pocket. I sat in the car in my driveway for fifteen minutes deciding whether to smoke it. I did not.
This module is the social architecture.
Have it on day zero.
"I'm taking 90 days off the weed. It's something I'm doing for me. I'm not asking you to do anything different. I'll probably be in a worse mood for the first week."
Three things in that script worth keeping:
If she also smokes, the harder version of the conversation is honest. "I am going to need you to not smoke in the bedroom for ninety days."
Tell him before he passes you one:
"Hey, just a heads-up, I'm taking ninety days off the smoke. Not weird about you doing it, just don't pass it my way."
A good mate adjusts in three seconds.
This is the moment most plans don't account for. The hard moment is forty-five minutes after the joint went around, on the drive home.
The architecture:
This is not willpower. This is plumbing.
For festivals/weddings: drive yourself, eat properly before, tell one person you're with, plan an exit time.
For trips away: take a book, don't stay in the smoking room, make a morning plan.
Two responses, both fine:
Don't explain. The impulse to explain is the impulse to ask permission.
Don't try to remove weed from your social life. Try to remove yourself from the parts where weed is the load-bearing element, just for ninety days.
Tell early. Plan exits. Don't take the pre-roll on the way out the door.
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