The first 12 months of the new thing
What to expect, when to bail, how to know it's working. The "is this working" test that doesn't punish slow starts.
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What to expect, when to bail, how to know it's working. The "is this working" test that doesn't punish slow starts.
The pivot itself is one decision. The first twelve months are a thousand of them, most of them small, most of them taken without enough information. I've watched men I respect bail in month four because they confused a slow start with a wrong start, and I've watched others stay too long in obviously wrong shapes because they couldn't bear to tell their partner the maths had moved.
This module is the calendar. What to expect, when, and the test that tells you whether the pivot is working without punishing you for the slow start that almost every pivot has.
The first month is the strangest. The structure of the old job is gone. The structure of the new one hasn't built up yet. Most men spend the first month doing one of two things, and the wrong one is more common.
The wrong thing: filling the day with motion. Setting up the home office, registering the business name, designing the logo, refreshing the LinkedIn header, having three coffees a day with people who used to be useful. None of this generates income.
The right thing: a small number of high-leverage activities, repeated daily.
For an adjacent or sector move, that's:
For contracting:
For a business build:
The structure is yours to build. It will feel artificial for two weeks, then start feeling like the day. By month two, you should have a rhythm. If you don't, you've either picked the wrong shape or you're filling the day with noise.
Almost every man I know who pivoted at forty-plus had a low point at month three. The pattern is consistent enough to plan for.
What happens: the corporate identity has worn off. The first sales conversations have happened and most of them haven't converted. The runway is one quarter shorter than it was. People at school drop-off ask "how's the new thing going?" and you don't have a confident answer.
The dip is not a signal that the pivot is wrong. It's a signal that the corporate identity was load-bearing in ways you hadn't realised. You're rebuilding identity at the same time you're rebuilding income, and the second one is on a longer timeline than the first.
What helps:
The dip lasts about four to six weeks. It passes. Most men who bail bail in this window.
By month six, you have data. Sit down properly at month six, alone, on paper. Three questions:
If two out of three are green, you're on track. The pivot is working. Stay the course, with adjustments.
If one of three is green, you're in adjustment territory. Most often it's a shape problem; you picked contracting and you don't enjoy the selling, or you picked business and the demand signal isn't there. Adjust the shape, not the pivot.
If zero of three are green at month six, the pivot has the wrong shape and the runway is at risk. Take it to your partner. Take it to a trusted ear outside your household. Don't make a decision alone in this state.
The simplest test, run monthly from month four onward, is three sentences on paper:
- The income trajectory I'm on is [number] by month [number]. The income trajectory I assumed is [number]. Variance: [percent].
- The most honest answer to "would I take my old job back if it appeared tomorrow at the old salary?" is [yes / no / qualified yes].
- The thing I most need to do this month to make the pivot work is [single sentence].
Three numbers. One yes/no. One specific action.
If question two is yes for two months running, take a hard look. The pivot might not be the pivot you needed.
If question two is qualified yes, that's normal. The qualified yes is information, not an answer.
If question two is no for three months running, you've done it. The new thing is the new thing.
By twelve months in, the pivot has a shape that's either obviously working or obviously not. If it's working, you'll have:
The pivot is not "starting again". It's continuing the same career with the dishonesty taken out of it.
Three rules for the year:
Start slow. Stay honest. Don't bail in month four.
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